no bad karma: live and love intentionally

’twas the night before Christmas (sugar daddy edit for cheating spouses)

a special version of 'twas the night before Christmas for you to share with the cheaters in your life.  Music is love song for the lonely, by Greg Walker, from his album Christmas Time Consoles, available on Free Music Archive. #nobadkarma #givechoicespurpose #cheaters

ode to a house - take 1

my 2016 decision to cheat "one last time" ultimately causes me to lose every material possession, including my house.

this is a deeply personal episode recorded in one-take, the first take.  there may be a take 2 episode with video in the future, but the commentary will come in the next episode.

Sometimes you do have to lose everything to find yourself.  But I don't recommend it.  Listen to what happened to me instead.

#nobadkarma #givechoicespurpose #odetoahouse #odetomyhome

was it worth it? is being a sugar daddy worth losing your house?

my decision to be a sugar daddy was rooted in not addressing my own problems and relationship problems with my wife.  so, i used her.  then, fell in love.  then she used me.  and then it happened again.  what happens to us when we do not address our own problems and start using others instead.  the real cost of using others.  the real cost of karma.  we let others take advantage of us when we don't address our own problems, so while we are to blame, it still doesn't excuse them.  but there is a real cost of using others that the user doesn't see.  the cost of using others.  how about it, ladies?  was it worth it?  learn how being a sugar daddy cost me everything.  #nobadkarma #givechoicespurpose 

passion 101. intro to passion. passion is life. putting the daddy before the sugar.

passion isn't just for the bedroom.  passion is life.

when passion matters, put the daddy before the sugar.   put your person first.

#nobadkarma #givechoicespurpose #passionislife

day 280: thanksgiving 2016. nothing gold can stay. i’d choose you. the corrupted mind of a cheating man. what your god knows. why backup plans are no good. let a man golf.

pizza baby episode picking up after day 120.

want to know how cheating men behave?  how they do it?  do you want to hear how it corrupts their mind and thinking because they want to have their cake and eat it, too?  sadly, this was me.  learn from it and give your choices a better purpose!

p.s.  "the cat scratched his balls" 

no music in this episode, but my suggested musical pairing is Step by Vampire Weekend (version with Danny Brown, etc.) 

#nobadkarma #givechoicespurpose #pizzababy #sugardaddy 

my one regret. my last regret. mistakes, not regrets. forever or never. the best part.

my one and last regret is cheating on my wife.  or, is it?

#nobadkarma #givechoicespurpose #regrets #myoneregret #mistakesnotregrets #cheating

music today is "meow, meow, give me catnip fever temptations" provided by pizza baby's ex-cat.

day 120: still here. summer 2016 with pizza baby. friends, fights, & relationship cycles. passing on the first opportunity to end it.

a very special episode!  how my first real opportunity to end things with pizza baby without getting caught evolved into our relationship cycle.  how relationship cycles affect us, are often defined by that first fight, and could be much healthier if we embrace them; they are like a hinge that should cause the door to swing open, not shut.

i think this episode, the last one, and daddy is an alcoholic are my personal 3 favorites at this point.  enjoy!

#nobadkarma #givechoicespurpose #pizzababy #relationshiptrauma 

seven. 7-year itch. the cage, the wheel, the maze, & the cheese.

the "no bad karma" podcast is about a 7-year period of my life and how being a sugar daddy changed my life.  so, after a 7-week break to deal with some of my karma, i am  back with the magic of seven.  after all, the 7-year itch got me here.   but it's about the cheese.  because you have to know the cheese you are chasing or you will spend "7" years lost in your cage, spinning your wheel, hitting dead-end walls in the maze.  plus, a little jane jetson follow-up.

#nobadkarma #givechoicespurpose #relationshiptrauma #janejetson

day 36: sugar baby? mistress? affair? friend? girlfriend?

f**king. friendship. forever. real relationships are all 3.  what's this?

#nobadkarma #givechoicespurpose #sugarbaby #sugardaddy #pizzababy

music is for you, by double f the king, freemusicarchive.org

day 35: so. you want to be a sugar baby? a sugar daddy? here is what a real first date is like.

a 10 in sexy lingerie, whips and chains, a little bondage gear?  here is 50 shades of reality.  you asked for it.  the pizza baby story continues... how i got my karma and then some.  since i talk about recovering from my trauma, you might as well hear more about what caused it.  not for the faint of heart.  mom, might not want to listen to this one.... #nobadkarma #pizzababy #sugarbaby #sugardaddy #gotmykarma #givechoicespurpose

Three tracks today by Silence Is Sexy... Gate of Heaven, I've Been Waiting For You, and New Years Eve.  find them on freemusicarchive.org - great vibes!